Sunday, April 29, 2007

i just needed to rant at times.maybe its better your way. i really wonder if things will simply just resolve once and for all.its not pity, you know.its sympathy that you always say you feel out of place.when im really feeling crappy and random, i do ask myself whether its my fault that i didnt put in much effort to help you feel like part of us.and i apologise for not calling to talk things through.maybe im just a coward, i cant really account for not calling.
at times i really want to know you better.you say we dont share our daily stuff, but i dont exactly see you doing that during the period we were crapping normally.i remember vaguely of the times where we share ALOT.but now, i dont know how to comprehend everything.it seems like everything is snowballing and getting worse.):


i want the ipod video.): was out mugging with lydia at ikea, but i ended up only finishing maths tutorial.cos the whole entire time, i was glued to her ipod video watching her MOVIES!omg.i soooo crave for a video.this is bad.i just bought my nano not long ago.BOOHOO.now she's trying to help me check out the price of video from her cousin.
the best part of the day was window-shopping at vivo.you see, we are both quite broke.maybe its just me.hahah.she is rich.her mummy.... hahah.when she reads this, she is so going to tell me to shut up.=p no nice wallets for her picky taste. the shades that i wanted was the last pieces.): we headed home after 2hrs./:

anw, i just lost my nalgene BEEG bottle two days ago.curse the evil monkey who took it - whether by accident or on purpose.i was so sad about it, that wendy kept asking if i was alright.hur.i got over it, was supposed to buy a new bottle today, but moley told me not to buy first.haha.
i just had fun playing with the visual DNA test thingy from ahrin's lj.quite an interesting way to know more about yourself.(:
i cant wait for tuesday.cos its a HOLIDAY.yayy.i want to go swim and tan!(: